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前几天偶然发现到的。。。 http://www.kuroshitsuji-stage.jp/ 哈哈！新的黒執事舞台剧！和上次的比起来这次的シエル无论是身高，长相，年龄都超适合！ 幸亏松下優也セバスチャン和グレル依然是第一舞台的演员！不写了，最早还是要等明年才能看。过度兴奋也没用。 老了老了。今日起20岁了。真的好心酸阿。 再facebook，msn和发送简讯祝我老一岁的地球人，超感谢你们！ 昨天回到家时就觉得全身怪怪的，几分钟前当我想抽取质料做点功课时我才发觉键盘不见了！ 我竟把他遗忘在课室里！朝担心被人给拿了！这个学期的功课和质料全多在里头!（TwT。） 老天啊！求求你确保没人拿！那东西对我超重要，现在急得睡不下了。 我太糊涂了。。。 Selicia blogged at 5:18 AM 0Comments (⌒∇⌒)ﾉ [神经啊？干吗突然写华文？]你脑里浮现的大概是这个想法吧。 没特别理由。 唔。。。这大概说是。。。 忽然心血来潮？ 前几个星期除了上课，买东西，回家，赶功课之外也有再玩游戏。玩是为了故事进展与练习。也可以消磨时间！练习啊。。但说难听一点简直是在费时间。。。 等不下翻译组缓慢的进展，应此下载了日本原班的。但现在我不想玩下去了。シキ的最终ED简直要我气爆血管。最终是我第一次玩N+C的游戏所以起初有点怪感。其他人物ED我没偏见，就是接受不了所支持的角色悲惨结局。除了n的ED，其他人物的路都跑过了，都为了解开シキ结局的锁。 是シキ错杀了n应此害了自己有那下场吗？倒下之前「あなたの、負け。。。」这句话仿佛像诅咒似的。 脱险逃离之中那地下水道里，紧握手腕的部分是结局暗示？ 重点在于高傲无情冷酷个性的シキ刹了n后大概身命里失去了意义，竟不知不觉成了没知觉精神被蜂起的人。 气昏了。前两个ED都OK啦。军服的我几乎不能理解。汉字太过深奥,故事的进展都是依赖配音对话和字幕而了解的。军服的ED只区区几句对话，除了了解某某大地区或全国是在シキ掌握之中,而身最信赖的属下是アキ。 其他的部分都很朦胧。游戏是日本版的所以大部分的内容都不了解。但重要的部分勉强算ok啦。停课都超越两年了，不能明白也无法避免。别说写字念字，自从近了NAFA过后就再没也没去上课了。 另一个反而有点可笑。内容我不写。 现在在新游戏途中！故事内容朝鲜！我喜欢故事内容丰富，特别，不在普通生活上拥有——不实在童话般的故事。超恨那些悲惨或令人心碎的结局。最好其中要有一个美满的结局否则会再次让我气爆。 这个月我花了。。。 60+19+7+6=$92？！？ 。TwT) 都是卖学校需用各类的东西如画纸，布，彩色笔，文件夹等等（怪我要省钱买了便宜的文件夹，现在文件都塞不近OTL到底还是要翻旧的出来用） 2009年。。。害我反胃与厌倦的事堆积如山，大部分是学校方面的事。 回想了一会儿。。。都是数不清超白痴的事情。是倒霉或自找麻烦？事事都而我不顺。 生涯里双数年龄前开头是1的最后一年，每当想起这儿，不想长大的念头一直浮现在脑海。 管不了那么多了。2010年，所有的霉气请里我而去。 电脑时钟显示12点21分，现实上已经3点11分了。没用白痴的电脑，每次都显示错时间。 该去冲凉赶明天要交的报告了。 Selicia blogged at 3:11 AM 0Comments (⌒∇⌒)ﾉ Just finished watching kuroshitsuji musical... SUPER NICE GO WATCH IT HUMANS! The songs were real nice! Selicia blogged at 11:59 PM 0Comments (⌒∇⌒)ﾉ Hi, I’m not dead yet. I HAVE TERMINATED MY LEAD GUITAR LESSON AT YAMAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! 2 YEARS THERE LEARNING ALMOST NOTHING. (@__@) I’ll be there till end of Jan 2010. And then BYE BLOOD SUCKERS I have found better alternatives. Ku fu fu fu~ I finally took out my guitar for a little practice 2 days ago after all those uncountable months leaving it in the bag. Holidays ending in 2 days haven’t drawn anything! Although I swore that I am going to try out charcoal on portraits before the holidays. Anyway, I’ve bought new pens yesterday. I will line out my mukuro sketch. I wonder how many 005 & 01 pens I’ve spoiled up to date? I always exert too much force while writing/drawing =.= A mosquito must have bitten my sole at my heel. Why mosquitoes bites my sole frequently? Super itchy. (-_-#) Went back to Malaysia to visit my grandma at Teluk Intan last December. It had been 3 years since the last visit! Grandma seems to have shrunk. KT dislocated her knee cap 2 days before our trip. What an unlucky omen. Arrived at Monday evening at Teluk Intan. Really not used to life there. Lights off at about 10pm. No air con. Water as cold as ice. (T^T) I don’t feel like waking up until 4pm no matter how early I slept. I slept at 12am on the first night played DS all the way from 10. How long was it since I ever slept at 12? Tuesday, we went for movies together with everyone. The cinema there is just about less than 1/3 of a typical Singapore cinema size. We watched 2012 as a big family! On that night I can’t sleep so I continued Kingdom Hearts on DS. A LOT of bugs all around. Some even fly straight into my screen.  A photo before we leave. The worst thing is going to Genting on Wednesday afternoon. It is boring. A waste of money, as my parents throw in several thousands in the casino. Nothing to buy. (I just spend about 150rm on a top, no more. excluding foods) Nothing to see. The temperature is NOT even cold anymore. Nothing to do. Buffets totally not delicious (all the meats aren’t tasty) Etc. (-_q) I want to get out of SEA for a holiday.  A random shot at the chalet. There were rather alot of chalets during the holidays D: EOY! YEAH. Arsehole. The place was packed like hell. (._. )   Hide cosplay. Look at the guitar seriously WHATS COOL IS! Yui Makino’s special appearance during the performances!  She sang ‘You are my love’, ‘Amurita’, and ‘Fuwa Fuwa’. Her voice is just like playing from the CDs! Super nice I tell you! ANYWAY SCHOOL STARTING SOON AND SIAN PLS. I NEED MORE TIME TO NUA AROUND. HAPPY NEW YEAR AND MERRY CHRISTMAS. Selicia blogged at 2:47 AM 0Comments (⌒∇⌒)ﾉ May called me this afternoon, and I was rather freaked out about unable to continue on to year 3 after next semester. Oh well.. I better hope I am on the safe side. D: RAWR! AFA Pictures time. I did not bring digi cam, so I took some pictures with my handphone. And noticed that they were super pixelated, dull, blur (-_-#) Edited them when I got home.. I cannot stand them and used my cob-web filled photoshop 7 for minor editings. (yes i am super outdated)  Fate Stay Night - Lily Saber  Fate Stay Night - Lily Saber again...  Fate Stay Night Tousaka Rin and Saber ... again. Coz I cant take the others while squeezing my way in. Fate Stay Night figures are at the sides. (-__-#)  Vocaloid - Black Rock Shooter Miku (^-^)b  Vocaloid - World Is Mine Miku  Kuroshitsuji - Sebastian Michaelis  Vocaloid - BRS Miku  Left - I dunno! Right - Vocaloid Miku (Cendrillon)  I am sure this one is from Bleach. But I forgot whats his name!  Vocaloid - Miku (I dont know what version..)  Code Geass - C.C & Lelouch  Vocaloid - Sandplay Singing of the Dragon Rin & Len *curse myself for not taking the whole group*  xxHolic - Yuuko  Shugo Chara - Hinamori Amu & Mashiro Rima  Pocket Monsters - Haruka/May  Vocaloid - Magnet Kaito & Miku  Nice, but I have no idea what's cosplay is this (=A=")  I dont know this too (T___T)  Kuroshitsuji - Ceil Phantomhive & Sebastian Michaelis  Unknown to me again..  Nabari No Ou - Yoite  Final Fantasy - Yuffie & Tifa  Seksy.. But I donno where she is from D:  Vocaloid - Kaito & Gakupo (I dunno wad version)  Fate Stay Night - Archer Happy: Shoko-tan sat beside me at the maid cafe Sad: Did not take pictures with her Double sadness: I DIN EVEN GET TO SEE KANAME Orginal here: http://www.flickr.com/photos/44902912@N03/sets/72157622768254147/ Gonna try out flickr from now on. O____O!! Selicia blogged at 4:37 AM 0Comments (⌒∇⌒)ﾉ Year 2, 1 Semester had ended!! (^o^)/ Assessment was bad but, its over. I can't believe I've met some irresponsible teacher. Seriously.. A-N-Y-W-A-Y-! I AM FREEEEE..!. for now.. I scanned 2 drawings I did months ago when I went to Tekong to print my report. That scanner was small and drawings always turn out to be blurred and dark. Have to scan a few times to make them look better. (>_<。) Ragnarok - Shelter by ~hana-bira on deviantART This kinda looked childish, but I liked the skull so D: Ragnarok - Gibbet by ~hana-bira on deviantART This looked somehow childish too as it is non-human eh? SS 2010 - Nautical by ~hana-bira on deviantART And a school work with 2344345767 mistakes due to last minute rush. These days, parcels are coming in! Sorta exciting! Really! o(^-^)o Right Kammie?! after annahouse found its way angell studio come taobao on the plane bodyline still finding the way till here ('-^)/ Selicia blogged at 6:01 AM 0Comments (⌒∇⌒)ﾉ Its ending soon. SOON! Dooms day is marked at Friday 13th November. This semester is screwed up seriously. It would be not surprising if I am not able to continue to the next. Give me peace! There is 1 thing.. If I get it now, I would be fully recharged like how I am during holidays. It can even boost my intelligence level by 500% and smooth sailing during assessment.  Will cost between 700-800 sgd. Yes I am dreaming coz my brains are meshed. I WANT THIS WALLET DAMMIT!! jyan jyan! Oh btw, a parcel from annahouse had arrived! Kammie must be jumping up and down now. The poor lost package... The address was written as '371' instead of '372' (#-__-)  Selicia blogged at 2:55 PM 0Comments (⌒∇⌒)ﾉ I knew it, I knew it I knew it, this semester is screwed up. (T^T;) Enough of school... (-_-.) Oh ya, Friday was a rehersal for Liwan and friends fashion show. Suddenly I am to walk on the runway, rather nervous. Sat was the real thing and it went well. First experience being a model for a show, and wearing such heavy makeup! Rather fun to me at least (*^o^*)  About 2 weeks ago, it seems that a big groupa was caught again. Mom called the media and our restaurant name made it into 2 papers for free advertistment. This fish which was only estimated over 100kg made it into the papers.. 10 years ago, that 160kg fish which require 6 mens to carry didnt.   We are all complaining why papa did not take the photo instead!  Papa cooked fish stew from the bones.. And it was.... WOOSH SUPER FILLING! (^-^)b  This happened 3 times yesterday while me and KT was watching gaki no tsukai in youtube. No idea why.  I always start on something new and give up other drawings half way. I wonder why. NOTE BOOK DOODLES! (i swear i did Class is boring. Out of proportions coz they are.. doodles~  feeling of the moment 1  feeling of the moment 2  its shou on the right  and sou. I wish i had proper eyes dammit.  nini says byebye~ (>_<)/ Selicia blogged at 2:19 PM 0Comments (⌒∇⌒)ﾉ Its... WILD WILD WET AGAIN!?!!?!!! "WoAH! Why did you get so mcuh darker!" Says mama. Yes!! Its Nafa Fun day today at Wild Wild Wet, and its complusory to attend. Boo! Just when friday comes along for me to sleep. I dont intend to go since it seems sooooooooo boring. In the end it was worthwile after all. Playing with a big bunch is soooo much fun! (^-^)o After wildwild wet, went cycling with vivian, mok, cheryl, cynthia, vania, katijah, wendy before heading for dinner. And cabbed home with Wendy is late for work. I came home yesterday and lie dead on my bed till almost 9.30am today as I didnt sleep for 2 days previously. Father told me just now I was sleeping with my sissors, sewing kit, pens. How dangerous.. (>o<) I am SOOOOO tired now. But I have to rush PD (T^T) I want to print them out on Sunday so I have time to mount them up! AHAHAHAHA!! A little horrible picture...  
Selicia blogged at 1:46 AM 0Comments (⌒∇⌒)ﾉ After the hectic tutorial week. I realised that I am so behind time (-_-;) A new term started this Tuesday. I did not manage to finish those SWOT, analysis and marketing stuffs for 4 brand. I dont how to start even. LOL Survey analysis regarding consumer buying trend. The almighty research folder of 5 trends for Spring Summer 2010. Lily's computerized product prints catalogue booklet supposedly to be handed in by Tuesday. I have decided to do children wear of the 19th century! But the motifs I created are rather unsuitable. Illustrator expired, using photo shop for this case is rather a pain. Pattern making princess cut dress final pattern. I have forgotten how to draw the zipper allowance. So lazy to check past year's work. I have only just comfirmed my design and drew my master plan yesterday. Still a little confused about drawing the lining and facing. To buy cloth for princess line dress sewing Fabrics got rejected due to colours, needa get more! And i know just where to get it! Having to go arab street again is... (T^T) Submission of product development mood, fabric boards. Technical drawings and illustrations of collection. Pattern making folder. I lost my sheath or shift dress master plan. LOL! I dont want to re-do it! May's assortment plan due today. I dont know how to start. So confusing! Sewing, my knit wear not done yet! Sewing folder to be organized too. Sue wanna see it on next wednesday. I wonder will there be any machines available on tuesday afternoon I want to finish everything by Sunday! (i will probably finish 3 out of all only) So busy so busy! Thursday had ended. I can replenish my loss of sleep throughout the week! Pictures just to compensate for the overwhelming texts recently. Drew a little during the tutorial week. Lost touch already. I guess now, i cannot draw portraits anymore. Little peaks, majority not completed.  Gibbet. Nifhelm creatures are so interesting!  This is no chibi-fied kamen rider. KHR's filler cant get anymore comical without Skull.  Mukuro is a must when it comes to KHR.  Part of a Shelther. O___O!! I dont know the spelling  Started to draw this during kuroshitsuji's circus arc. The circus had ended, drawing still untouched, uncompleted. I still plan to draw a series of circus inspired random characters to practice on. Maybe i will complete at 2011... Yes I am rather addicted to inks now. o(^-^)o Blame on Alice's works! They are all so beautifully inked. I love them so much!  My previous job. Selicia blogged at 11:56 PM 0Comments (⌒∇⌒)ﾉ Back... To being lifeless here again you might think. Democratic society. Freedom of speech. Rights, whatever. . Oh, great. I want to be a carefree person, so I would not choose to make things complicated. Solving problems like this is a pain. I prefer to ignore, treat nothing has happened, cut ties if things get a tad too messy and treat it as the whole matter doesn’t exists at all. Well, maybe my bad for I am a human like this. For example, ******* case, (bloody hell, I hate to use this example.) That person has like 6-7 entries about me as long as the previous bottom post I had, without the spacings. I don’t give a damn. Getting worked up for such a trivial thing? It’s laughable. * Kammie was blamed badly. She is being pushed to the limits, frustrated. Human’s nature. Imagine being pestered constantly into being the middle man. Stressed, on ‘which side should I help’ stuff. In either way, a person will feel betrayed. There is no grey zone for this case. Scenario: You are 14. Stuck in a middle of a messy situation and the opposite party is a 19 year old. She kept asking you to deliver messages, ask lots of questions about homosexual stuffs to another girl. She asked you to ask if that girl accepts a relationship with a girl. The answer is a obviously NO, and yet she doesn’t want to buy your words. And wants you to phone the girl that she likes for her, help in sms-ing her, check for her if that girl is online. Call the girl’s house phone if there is no reply on the hand phone. Constantly. Vexed? There is more.. Complains, rants. Talking about sexual stuffs she fantasized. Imaginary scenario of a disgusting confession to that girl. And wanting to tattoo that girl’s name. And several plans on doing this and that. You told her off, she wont listen. And she keep tell you how she assumes that girl is a lesbian no matter how many times you tell her that that girl is straight. The list goes on. With all this, would you spill the beans and say out a plan in which the girl, a friend and your plans to confront her and makes thing clear, giving her advices? To get her to wake up or understand or you have reached your limit, probably you will right? And why you will? Being pushed to the edge. Period. Being the middle man suxs. * The mess seems cleared up, the storm was over. I am now rather reluctant to delete the damned post below. Shall do it soon. With this, I don’t want to start a new problem. Heyhey, personal blog, no names stated. Don’t like? shoo shoo.. I am being judged by a human whom I do not know and obviously she doesn’t know me either. I was told by, that person, that I have personality problems, people hate me because of my attitude, and some more factors which I forgotten. Hmm? I have only met that girl once before. Oh yeah before I even met her, she claimed that she hates me just from my pictures. Splendid indeed. So tell me, what’s wrong with my fucking personality. And well, a 3rd party should not be nosey eh? That old simple phrase, making a mountain out of a mole’s hill. * Oh, about the blog post, it is a rant from last year, plain and simple. I treat her as a friend, how she doesn’t want to change, and I let it pass. I did not HATE her that time. i'm juzt frustated. Trace up back to the starting point. Who is at fault first before you pin point. Who is the one who start up this mess? After last Sunday, I admit I start to dislike her. Well, you can’t clap with 1 hand. There will be a reaction in every action you make, accept it or else don’t move. You provoke I react. Instinct. * If I hate her, I would have taken my family’s advice – call the police. With what she had done, it is enough to call for the police, Shawn said. But calling the police is like making a big boo boo outta nothing, I still treated her as a friend. With this it is too much although I am super worried of myself. What will she do next etc. I am freaked out, and insecure. My parents freaked out too. What have she done? She know it herself. I am at fault indirectly? I have kept my silence and agreed accordingly when Desmond tells me while we are discussing about how to solve this mess. I should be more alert of stuffs happening around me. My faults? (as pointed out by someone not directly related) Knowing she likes me, but do nothing to stop it. I don’t want to assume therefore leading to a broken friendship. I have no soild proof of that she likes me. Besides she even had a relationship with a guy. How to judge? stay over at Kammie’s place and let her get close to me. hey I have no solid idea of her feeling at that particular time. It was only a few days after the stayover then I was told. Lie onto her shoulder in the taxi, thus like I am giving her a chance or something? Hello? I was dead tired and I was sleeping. She pushed my head down by her own. Would you care or notice so much if you are sleepy? Be reasonable. Stating an example in a situation of a boy liking a girl is totally unrelated. If the opposite party is a boy, it is a piece of cake. Now, the opposite party is a girl who have been through a BGR relationship. Well, maybe not related, coz these stuffs was like.. Last year? Lost track of time line, I am super forgetful. She insists alot. I told her I have no entertainment for her and have school the next day. She said that she will have herself entertained and will vanish in the morning. Then she came over. After a lot of ‘pleases’. I have a fucking attitude/personality =D? Oh-ho-ho? Booo! Don’t judge me already when you just seen me ONCE or TWICE before. If all of her friends hate me, so be it. What can I do? I don’t know them well, nor do I know who they are. Don’t judge a book by its cover. My attitude yesterday was bad maybe, coz I am really irritated by this whole case already. And I have to leave work early, to meet people who hates me to settle this whole thing. 3rd party pops in being almost 1 sided. The starter acts as if she dosent have a mouth. Have a grudge with my attitude or the way I look, that’s a personal problem within oneself. I see no reason to drag it that night. I stated that I don’t care if they dislike me. Yes I don’t care now. But at that time, when I wrote that particular entry 1 year ago, I was bothered by it as I felt the blame. Soon after that, I don’t care already. I post the entry out not to give them a loophole to point out that I am still bothered by it now but just to state my position during that time. I am NOT bothered by it now. I don’t look dust matters. Digging in such a insignificant matter for? Totally unrelated. Blogged that previous entry. Heh. Believe it or not, i wrote that quoted part of the entry a year ago. To cool off my head whatever you call it. It is only saying how much I detest people following my footstep so close behind. And I cannot stand it when it was my fault indirectly or directly there she changed and her friends hate her change. Leaving me in sort of a guilt-ridden situation which is ridiculous. Nothing else, personal thoughts and unhappiness about what happen. Even up till recently, i dont know now, she likes the brand i am fond of, wanna buy stuffs that i have, likes the bands I listens to, likes stuffs that i love which i had have introduced to her etc. I did not care. My main point is to ask her to change for the better; I am telling her her faults. If she wanna follow me like she did, I don’t care about it already. I want her to change and move forward. Maybe someone is just too hot tempered to understand simple stuff. I wrote that I wont say anything out yet I posted half of the story there. MAYBE, Its only ¼ of the story. Another ¼ is of cause what she inflicted on me with her selfish actions recently. An ugly talk indeed. I decide actions of my own. You go around telling every one, trashing my image, suits you. Many asked before, why is she trying to be like you? I just laugh it off and treat as a casual remark naturally. No spikes. The other half? Its from her, herself. That’s makes the whole story a whole. Knowing the feelings of a one sided party isn’t something u can judge on. Well, I don’t even see my previous entry as a story. Simply a complain about what I felt at the time, posting it out to let her understand and change back to what she formally is. And obviously I don’t really know how she dress previously before her imitation. I dont want shoulder blames and i have threw them away by ignoring. Bombard me now why to I post almost the whole story in this entry although I say I wont in my previous post. Reason being, in this twisted situation, I don’t want to keep quiet about it. They have their rights, I have mine too. Everything made as if the entire fault is directed almost to my side. Why did I bring a friend along to confront her thus humiliating? I’ve remembered. Des encouraged me to bring ‘My army’ in case I am lost for words. He said that as she is stubborn, and nothing might go into her in the end of the day, which is true. Sorry des, not trying to put you in hot soup. I am seriously freaked out that time after knowing the whole thing and those obsession-ized thoughts, and felt safer with a friend by my side, who also happen to meet me for dinner that day. My friend is someone who got hated by them since secondary school. They did not cross each another’s path in their life except being in the same secondary school. Throw personal grudge behind in such cases. Ok, fine say me hum ji, blogged about the previous entry saying I hate her and yet pretend to be her friend, whatever. I stated my point clear, I still treat her as a friend at the point of time, but just unhappy about her actions. Moral behind that post is just to ask her to change for the better, like how her friends like her for who she is before or something like that. I don’t know. I have already spoken to her before I blogged my previous entry anyway. I am not good at settling stuffs face to face those are just bit and pieces uncleared. * I felt that conversation the whole night basically revolves around my attitude, and personality. And stuffs that was assumed of what me and kammie have done wrongly. Ridiculous really. I recalled and see no point in leaving work early and make my way down. I have no spare time listening to someone who interrupts before I finish talking. And kept clinging to a one sided view of this situation and judging from it. Fine, they have lectured her after we left. Whereas, how come that person who caused this entire mess wad dumbfounded that night? Having a third party stand up for her. That 3rd party knows only 1 side of the story. Which is the pitiful emotional side of the problem starter I suppose. Having a 3rd party barge into this matter and wanting to lecture on my attitude, looks and personality when she doesn’t even know me. That 3rd claimed that she is involved in this as her friend seek comfort and advices from her. Coming up to her asking for directions. The 3rd party made BIG efforts cheering her up from what she is facing. 3rd party kept quiet from the all along until that night she barged in and talk gibberish as she cannot stand being at the side walk anymore. I kept my friends and family from being involved. Why cant she? Everything would have ended last week if someone isnt that stubborn. Lingering around this mess. I am dying to wash my hands off this matter ever since I knew it. That's the end of it. Yay. A mental burden less now. Selicia blogged at 4:00 AM 0Comments (⌒∇⌒)ﾉ
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